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(Not sure about the title's ortograph, but anyway)

Well, all I can say right now is that I have some things to upload, some of them are not worth to be on DA anyway, but still, I need to add more things to my gallery. Hoprefully, I will be uploading something very special, not now because I havenpt finished it, but I feel somewhat happy about it.

And for something completely different, I'm thinking in getting another account, but only when I manage to makes decent things.



Peace.

Hi, there. I know, it's wierd that I update my journal so soon, it's for the vacation's crisis, nothing to do, well, maybe drawings XDDDDDD.

kazuo-sama.deviantart.com (yet, I dunno how to make the avi appear) tagged my chara Jade.

I've read about Isaac and he's cool XDDDDD, I can say Jade is a vulgar mary-sue and I don't use her in my stories, only in the A.A (I'll talk about that later).



10 FACTS ABOUT JADE

1. I created her about five years ago, my family and me were looking for a house in Medellin. I don't remember exactly how it happened, I just remember including a non-specific female character in my fanfics and maybe my brain put the others pieces after that XD. The name came from the stone, I love Jade, it's so malleable and beautiful.

2. I use her in a Roleplay based of the FullMetal Alchemist world, called Alchemist Academy (but I'm not beign able to post these days, too busy u.u). I can't say she's a main character, but maybe she's one of the representative characters of the role for her nature.

3. Into the role she's a chimera, and little is know of who experimented with her, when and where; she doesn't like to talk about it, only says "it was painful, and wasn't in the lab 5". Despite that answer, she feels comfortable with her new herself and enjoys using her skills and other benefits from the experiment. She also gets in trouble very often, mostly for her taste for stealing (that's why she likes her new skills).

4. She's very contradictory, in her concious/unconcious acts and personality. She likes fine clothes, shoes, jewelry, and those kind of stuff, and yet she rarely use them, only for very special occasions, when she goes to her classes or when she's alone; most of the time she use basic clothing and acts like a boy, making jokes, cursing, and just loves playing pranks to others, mostly if she's doing the prank with a friend. She's very calculator, and meditated about her next move, but like I said she's contradictory, and can be very impulsive. She's impatient, yet lazy, but she can wait what it takes if the situations requiers so.  

5. Despite all that, when the situation requires it, she totally change her behavior. She's known for this as a deceiver master and a expert of the underworld (the criminal one).

6. She's very smart, she was finishing her thesis of alchemy when certain events in the academy destroyed her work, and she have to start all over again. She might look like an unreliable person, but she's very loyal to her friends and will protect people around her if they're in danger, but if someone is in danger and she doesn't like him/her... she'll let him/her run for his/her life for a moment before she helps XD.

7. Like pokemon, happily eats anything XD. But she hates olives and loves cooking. Generally loves the arts and likes to read and sleep. OH! And the booze is her passion XD.

8. Ed is her best friend, kind of, but it's a weird relationship. Certain events between them made the relation awkward, most for Ed, since then he tends to ignore her o talk very little to her, almost limited to talk her in his class. Because of this, she tends to be pensative and sometimes sad, she hides these feeling behind her jokes, laughs and sarcasm with her friends/partners, but they know that, it's her fault and she ruined it.

9. Loves to fight, with or without weapons. She'll show mercy if she thinks her opponent deserves it, otherwise she'll finish him/her/it quickly, or torture him/her/it if she has a special rancor or hate for him/her/it.

10. And finally, I only use her for the Alchemist Academy roleplay, like I said, but she's also my alter-ego (you can read a little about her in my meme). So even if I don't use her in my fanfics, she helps me with my story, so I imagine talking with her about it, this helps me too to solve some of my problems when I don't have anyone to talk, even if that makes me take very stupid decisions sometimes XDDDDDDD. Despite that, I love her like a sister XD.



Well, there is. I know, it looks more than 10 facts xDDDDDD, but ¿what can I do? I'm not a women of a few words XD, at least when I try to explain something. A funny thing, she looks like Maya Kumashiro from Occult Academy xDDDDDD (¿or Maya looks looks like her?). One of my partners from A.A saw her and said "hey! She's just like Jade!" the only difference is that Jade has green eyes. Since then I always make joke of that, "Japanese read my mind", and I can say that Jade was first, because this RP has almost 4 years, and Occult Academy has only 1. Anyway, that's all that I have to say.



Tags? I don't know anyone with an OC, only Kazuo-Sama xP. But when I meet someone with an OC, I'll tag him/her here.

I doubt that people actually stops their bussines to read my boring journal (or include reading it in their list of do's), but I'm gonna write anyway, I don't have much to do.

First, the October events. I dunno if I have mencioned it before but, I'm a cosplayer (or trying to) and I assist every year to the Cosplay Event of the city, Cosplay Complex. Itself, this year was kind of boring, no band, and not too much merchandise, but I managed to have some fun there, meet with friends and that kind of stuff. Someone stalked me, my first cosplay stalk, and it was scary xDDDDDDDD. I managed to scape from him and find my friends !

I'm not used to draw that kind of attention, boys in school always told me that my forehead had the size of the Berlin Wall, that I had four brains (jokes of the size of my head in general) and that kind of stuff that makes you feel ugly. So you can guess by yourselves that knowing that someone is interested in you is... frightening, at least for me. Due to these stupid childhood traumas, I was resigned that no one would find me interesting, but, when I realize that men are actually looking at me, I feel uncomfortable with that attention. Don't missundertand me, I like men, it's just that I don't know what to do, most of the time I don't like the guy, so I just keep talking with him, ignoring they flirting and they eventually give up, but, if certain moment I like the guy? I can tell you this, I always ruin things, and if I like the guy, maybe A)I scare him away from me, or B)I do what I do with the guys that I don't like; not because I want to, I do it because I'm nervous or something.

I helped my cousin with her love issues, but I realize that maybe I can't confront those problems if were mine. I suck with that of love, I know.

Maybe I just need to calm down and think, and if that dreamed (maybe I'm exaggerating, but I dunno how to call him XD) guy appears in my life, I just let the things flow, and maybe resolve by themselves.

Have a good night, people!

P.S: I love Winter! Cold and dark, perfecto for a cup of coffee or hot chocolate (and I don't like the sun that much, in Cali the sun cooks you >.>)

I was reading xFemalexUzumakix's journal and she had this quiz, and she take it from Kaibariday, so I waas bored and I'm gonna do it...

Prep
[ ] I shop at Abercrombie, Hollister, American Eagle, or Aerospatiale.
[ ] I am/was a cheerleader.
[ ] I'm pretty ditzy.
[ ] I wear pink 24/7. (I hate it)
[ ] My looks are very important to me
[ ] I can’t live without my cell phone.
[x] My hair is always straight.
[ ] I say 'like' and ''omigod'' a lot.
[ ] I laugh 24/7 (but I laugh randomly sometimes)
[ ] I have a million friends.
[ ] I always hang at the mall or movies
[ ] I'll only date popular guys/girls
[ ] I listen to rap & pop music. (I listen pop sometimes)
[ ] I have at least one designer bag. (I want one!)
[ ] My myspace pics are of me making a kissy face or are mirror pics.
[ ] It takes me at least an hour to get ready for school in the mornings. (but because I'm slow and a lazy a**).
[ ] Uggs + Miniskirts = Love
[ ] I don't have a job. (because I`m a student)
[ ] I wear lots of makeup. (not lots, but wear too)
[ ] I can be stuck up or snobby sometimes.
[ ] I flirt with anyone based of their looks.
Total = 1

Emo

[x] I cry a lot. (no always, but I'm feeling like I'm going to lately)
[ ] I go to local shows.
[x] I wear black everyday. (I love black and I have many black things, but my mother and sister make me use colors, specially yellow, one of my most hated colors, just next to pink)
[ ] I write sad poetry. (I tried)
[ ] I play an acoustic guitar. (I suspended my guitar lessons)
[x] My favorite bands include: linkin park and 30 seconds to mars
[x] People have told me to cheer up. (always)
[x] I cry when I see dead animals (when I see them suffer on the street or beign treated badly)
[ ] My myspace pics are black are white or angled.
[ ] I wear many band shirts.
[x] No one understands me.
[x] I don't talk too often.
[x] I look down when I walk.(but because I walk like L xDDDD)
[x] I wear black eyeliner (only in october 31 to november 5, two important death note's dates).
[ ] My fingernails are black
[ ] I have an ex I still cry over.
[ ] My hair is black. (I wish)
[x] My hair covers one of my eyes. (sometimes)
[x] I love Hot Topic. (I wish there was one here!)
[x] I always say 'life sucks get over it'. (sometimes)
Total = 12 O_o

Nerd

[ ] I have straight A's.
[ ] I always do my homework and study.
[x] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement.
[x] Computer games = Love.
[x] I'm 'teachers pet'. (the director's pet, actually XD)
[x] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I have a bedtime.
[ ] I use an asthma inhaler.
[x] I carry a calculator with me
[ ] I bring my lunch to school.
[x] I always follow the rules. (when it benefits me)
[x] I'm shy around the opposite gender. (sometimes, when they're attractive)
[x] I'm always on the computer. (I'm on it now XD)
[x] I always answer every question in class right. (not always right)
[x] I correct people's grammar. (a bad tendency that I have and my mother and sister hates)
[x] I read a lot. (not like I wish)
[ ] School is very important to me.
[ ] I always stump people.
Total = 11, I knew it all the time.

Rebel

[x] I always speak my mind.
[ ] I have 0% of school spirit.
[ ] Forget you I won't do what you tell me!
[x] I stand up for what I think is right.
[x] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors. (just annoy people XD)
[x] Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite.
[x] I won't listen to authority figures. (often)
[x] I always break the rules. (often)
[x] I refuse to compromise.
[x] I'm always arguing with people. (they look for me, and the worst is that I make them happy for responding them, but I'm controling myself now)
[x] I love debate. (when they are not boring)
[ ] I always do what's unexpected of me (I'm too predictible for my sister, but not to the most of people)
[x] I don't care what people think of me.
[x] I'm not afraid to trash people's opinions. (if those people are annoying)
[ ] I only respect my own beliefs.
[x] If I don't want to do something, I won't do it, no matter what.
[ ] I laugh at compromising people.
[x] I cheer on the rival's sport team to stand out. (like I say, to annoy people XD)
[x] Rules were meant to be broken. (often)
Total = 14. I knew it.

Jock

[ ] I'm on one or more sport teams.
[ ] I always wear my varsity jacket.
[ ] I've won awards for my athletic ability.
[ ] I will only date popular girls/guys.
[ ] School Spirit 100%.
[ ] I'm going to a college for sports.
[ ] I watch sports on TV all the time.
[ ] I'm muscular.
[ ] I play sports or exercise at least 3 hours a day.
[ ] Go Team!
[x] I eat a lot.
[x] I'm egotistical. (most of the time, but I have moments of kindness and humillity, depends on my humor XDD)
[ ] I'm too focused on sports to make really good grades.
[ ] I sit at the jock lunch table.
[ ] All I talk about with my friends is sports.
[ ] I go to lots of sports games.
[ ] I'm very athletic
[ ] I wear sport inspired clothing.
[ ] I play at least 3 different sports.
Total = 2

Comedian

[x] I'm very funny. (but my kind of humor doesn't like or undertand most of the people here. Here people doesn't like sarcasm, eufemism, satiris and black humor)
[x] I'm always making jokes. (idem, the previous point)
[ ] I interrupt class by making people laugh.
[x] I always entertain people by being funny. (sometimes and not at school)
[ ] I worship Kevin Smith.
[ ] I watch comedies more than anything.
[ ] I also watch SNL and Mad TV a lot.
[x] I'm sarcastic.
[x] I've been told I'm hilarious. (from people that undertands my sense of humor XD)
[ ] I always imitate people.
[ ] I pull lots of pranks.
[x] I always make sarcastic remarks after everything.
[ ] I have to prove myself by being funny.
[ ] People expect me to make jokes, always.
[ ] I have a lot of pressure to make everyone laugh.
[ ] If I don't make jokes, people ask me what's wrong.
[ ] Jim Carrey is my idol. {not an idol, but he`s funny! }
[ ] I mostly get along with everybody.
[ ] At pep rallies, I'm the one acting crazy and silly.
[ ] My teachers or parents tell me I need to focus more on work and less on joking around.
Total = 6

Shy

[x] I don't have a lot of friends.
[x] I don't talk too much.
[ ] It's not that I'm snobby, I just get nervous when talking to people.
[ ] When people say my name, others say 'who?'.
[ ] I'm pretty sure mostly no one knows who I am.
[x] People have told me I need to talk more.
[ ] I only talk when other people talk to me first.
[x] I look down when I walk.
[x] I avoid social gatherings, such as games, dances, or parties.
[x] People have tried to help me be more outgoing, but it never works.
[ ] I always plan to talk to more people, but I never do.
[ ] I sit in the back of the classroom.
[ ] I never join in class discussions.
[x] I hide behind people to avoid being seen sometimes.
[ ] I could never be a cashier, talking to strangers?
[x] I talk quietly, and people say "What?" (but it's because I have a soft voice)
[x] People have called me shy or quiet.
[ ] I usually let others decide for me.
[ ] If someone is talking about my favorite book or movie in front of me, I don't join in the conversation.
[ ] I would like to be more outgoing.
Total = 9

Goth

[x] I wear black. (as I told before)
[x] I don't like to be seen.
[x] I'm very, very pale. (not that much, but I'm kind of yellow too XD)
[x] I only listen to metal. (not only but it's my favourite genre)
[x] I love creepy, weird movies
[x] I love gothic cartoons and drawings.
[x] I don't like people. (most of people)
[x] I only go out during the night.
[ ] I have black fingernails. (I wish)
[ ] I wear long black coat.
[ ] I also wear black boots. (I wish)
[x] 'The Crow' is one of my favorite movies.
[ ] I only date other Goths. (I would like going out with goths ^^)
[x] People think I'm crazy.
[ ] I don't talk to anyone who isn't as deep as me. (it happens to me, talking with no-deep girls in my school is sooo boring, they only talk about themselves and their beloved and stupid boyfriens)
[x] I love to scare people.
[ ] I laugh at teenyboppers. (what's a teenybopper? o.o)
[x] People are afraid of me.
Total = 12

Weirdo

[x] I talk to myself. (always)
[x] I say really random things all the time.
[ ] I fidget a lot.
[ ] I still use a wheeled backpack.
[x] People laugh at me.
[x] I walk really funny. (like L xD)
[x] I have a very different sense of style
[ ] I talk in a robot voice often.
[ ] I'll stop whatever I'm doing, and break out in a crazy dance if the mood strikes.
[x] I debate stuff with myself. (all the time)
[x] I hear voices. (I'm paranoic)
[x] I'm obsessed with aliens and the other planets. (occult academy XD)
[x] I have a fascination with robots and machinery. (I'm a geek)
[x] I use really big words no one understands, and they give me weird looks. (all my life)
[x] I say random lines of babbling that make sense to no one but me. (Idem, previous point)
[ ] I dart my eyes from side to side.
[x] I always pretend I'm a robot or other weird non human thing. (Near and L counts? xD)
[x] People have no idea why I think the way I do.
[x] I have some very unusual, extraordinary talents. (like roll my tongue)
[x] When people ask me if I like something that's trendy, I pretend to be scared or confused. (like telenovelas, the stupid damn reggeton and Twilight)
Total = 15. Again, I knew it.

Antisocial

[x] I hate most people.
[x] I prefer to be alone.
[ ] When people talk to me, I just give them a death glare. (this isn't my fault, my normal glare looks like an evil glare, I dunno why, I think it's because I'm not too expressive)
[x] Actually, most people don't talk to me.
[ ] People are idiots and I wish they'd all die.
[ ] I live in my room, writing in my diary.
[ ] go out of my way to avoid everyone.
[ ] I never greet anyone.
[x] I despise people who talk too loudly. (my hearing sense is very sensitive)
[x] I want people to think I'm a freak.
[ ] I never talk.
[x] I can't wait to get off this earth.
[x] I always sit by myself at lunch or anywhere else.
[x] I listen to music on full blast on my ipod/mp3 player/headphones to block out the world. (actually, I don't need the Ipod at all to shut off my mind to block out the world)
[x] I don't know why I am the way I am.
[x] People have said I'm antisocial.
[x] Why bother when people don't like you anyways?
[ ] I occupy myself so it won't look like I'm a loner.
[x] I just don't get along with anyone. (I pretend it, just because it's necesary, but not with all people)
Total = 12

Skater

[ ] I skateboard everywhere. (I  wish)
[ ] If I'm not skateboarding, I carry it with me.
[ ] I shop at Pacsun.
[x] I'm obsessed with Tony Hawk. (I love his videogames XD)
[x] Oh yea, and Bam Margera. (...and his pranks are awesome XDDDD)
[x] I always play skateboarding video games. (not always)
[ ] I have shaggy hair.
[ ] I wear baggy pants.
[ ] I wear skater shoes only.
[ ] I always wear hoodies.
[ ] I hang at skate parks 24/7.
[ ] I'm always learning new board tricks.
[ ] Forget school, I want to be a professional skateboarder.
[ ] I've been skateboarding for over 4 years.
[ ] I hang with other skaters. (I wish)
[ ] I've been hurt while skateboarding.
[ ] I've been in a skateboarding competition.
[ ] I wear vans.
[x] Tony Hawks Underground owns.
[ ] I've met some of my closest friends at skate parks.
Total = 4

Christian Girl/Boy

[ ] I go to church at least once a week.
[ ] Most of my wardrobe consists of long skirts and button down shirts for church. {I don`t even wear long skirts at all}
[ ] I always carry a bible with me.
[ ] My whole family is very religious.
[ ] I've never been on a date.
[ ] My beliefs are very strong.
[x] I wear a cross necklace. (the Quincy one counts? it's not a necklace, it's like a bangle)
[ ] I have a bracelet that says WWJD.
[ ] I'm always preaching to people about the importance of religion.
[ ] I believe in God. {not really}
[ ] I'm not allowed to watch rated R movies, and sometimes, not even PG-13 movies.
[ ] I never go out and party.
[ ] I read the bible everyday.
[ ] I've memorized verses from the bible.
[ ] I go to Sunday school.
[ ] I've been to church camp.
[ ] I pray every night.
[ ] I sing Christian songs.
Total = 1

Gangsta

[ ] I say 'yo'.
[ ] I also say 'fo shizzle'
[ ] I wear extremely baggy pants.
[ ] Mah chainz hang low.
[ ] I hang with my homies.
[ ] I'm a thug.
[ ] I only listen to rap music.
[ ] 50 Cent is my idol.
[ ] I don't care about school.
[ ] I steal/have stolen before.
[ ] I freestyle.
[ ] I breakdance.
[ ] Gold chainz is tha way to go.
[ ] All my heroes are dead rappers.
[ ] Tupac is still alive.
[ ] I party with all my budz.
[ ] I wear a sideways baseball cap.
[ ] I wear hoodies.
[ ] I wear converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total = 0

Bully

[ ] I always steal people's lunch money.
[ ] Geeks are afraid of me.
[x] I get in trouble all the time.
[ ] I steal people's stuff.
[ ] People have called me a bully.
[ ] I have beat someone up before.
[ ] I'm always looking for a fight.
[ ] I pick on people smaller than me.
[ ] I push people out of the way when I'm walking.
[ ] I've never been in a relationship before.
[x] People are afraid of me. (because of my weirdness)
[ ] People know not to mess with me
[ ] I'm bigger than most people my age.
[ ] I pick on people for the fun of it.
[ ] I make fun of everything anyone else likes.
[ ] If anyone crosses my path, they're dead.
[ ] People know not to try and stick up for themselves when I'm around.
[ ] I'm one of the strongest kids in school.
[ ] Even some authority figures are afraid of me.
[ ] People get out of my way when I'm walking.
Total = 2

Gamer

[x] I own at least 2 different video game consoles.
[x] I love Final Fantasy
[ ] DDR & Guitar Hero own.
[ ] I've missed school before because I was trying to beat a video game.
[x] I'm always trying to beat high scores on games.
[x] I even play a lot of computer games.
[x] I play at least 3 hours of video games a day.
[ ] My thumbs are sore often.
[ ] I spend all my money on new video games.
[ ] My boyfriend/girlfriend has to be into video games. (no, but that would be great and easier to me XD)
[x] All I talk about is video games. (not all)
[ ] I've been in a video game competition before.
[x] My eyes hurt sometimes because I play video games too much.
[ ] My grades are eh.
[x] I have a handheld videogame system, like Nintendo DS.
[x] I see every video-game-to-movie movie out there.
[ ] I have at least 3 memory cards.
[ ] I watch lay.
[x] I've been playing video games for at least 5 years
[x] I always look up video game cheats.
Total = 11, yeah, Matt rocks.

Redneck

[ ] Elvis is still alive.
[ ] I hunt.
[ ] I fish.
[ ] I own something camouflage.
[ ] I eat venison.
[ ] I live in the country. (used to live)
[ ] Someone in my family has the name Billy.
[x] I own a bunch of junk I don't need.
[x] I have over 10 pets. (I had but my relatives take them to their homes)
[ ] I drive a big truck with huge tires.
[ ] I wear a cowboy hat.
[ ] I've rode a tractor before.
[ ] My jeans are always dirty.
[ ] I have a southern accent.
[ ] I say y'all.
[ ] Yankees are STUPID.
[ ] I buy everything at Wal-Mart
[ ] I'm kind of poor.
[ ] I've caught a fish then ate it before.
[ ] I work hard.
Total = 2

Social Butterfly

[ ] I have a lot of friends.
[ ] I get along with everybody.
[ ] I'm a people person.
[x] I love having tons of fun.
[x] People come to me for advice. (sometimes, when they have no choice XD)
[ ] People take an instant liking to me.
[ ] It seems that people always want to talk to me or hang out with me.
[ ] I can relate to Ferris Buller.
[ ] Everybody thinks I'm awesome.
[ ] I'm not in any clique.
[x] I can turn an antisocial person nice.
[ ] I'm pretty cheerful.
[ ] I'm involved in something, like a club, that allows me to meet new people.
[x] I never want to argue with people. (contradictory, I don't want to, but I end always arguing with them. I'm calm person, if people leave alone)
[x] I love talking. (depends on the people that I talk)
[ ] I always have fun doing anything.
[ ] I'm optimistic.
[ ] I have over 150 friends on my IM or cell phone book's
Total = 5

Slacker

[ ] I'm failing 2 or more classes.
[x] I sleep past noon on weekends.
[ ] I miss a lot of school.
[ ] I'm late for school often.
[x] I don't have a job.
[x] All I do is pig out and play video games/watch TV.
[x] I don't take care of myself.
[ ] I've done drugs before.well
[x] I don't do my homework. (sometimes)
[x] I sleep all the time.
[x] I'm bored constantly. (and get bored easily, like Konata)
[x] People tell me I need to try harder.
[x] I'm on the computer 24/7.
[x] I admit it, I slack off with everything.
[ ] I'm not going to college, ever.
[ ] School is for dorks.
[ ] I don't have any ambition in life.
[x] People tell me I need to get a life. (my sister tells me more than anyone)
[x] They need to, not me.
Total = 12

Hippie

[x] I'm a tree hugger. (I like trees)
[x] I want to save the earth.
[x] I have long hair.
[ ] I make the peace sign a lot.
[ ] I'm stuck in the 60's.
[x] I'm a vegan or vegetarian. (I'm trying)
[x] Animals shouldn't be eaten.
[ ] I love tye dye.
[ ] I've made tye dye stuff before.
[ ] I wish I was alive when Woodstock happened.
[ ] I love 60's music.
[ ] I'm always chilled out.
[ ] I love those cute headbands you wear on your head.
[ ] I have crimpy hair with little braids.
[ ] I wear bell bottoms.
[ ] I say groovy all the time.
[ ] I love smiley faces & peace signs.
[x] I'm a naturalist. (sort of)
Total = 6

Goody Goody

[x] I make really good grades. (not that good, but I'm one of the smartest of my class)
[x] I'm teachers pet.
[ ] I act sickly sweet to people.
[ ] I'm nice to everybody. (I try)
[ ] I act happy 24/7.
[ ] I go to church every Sunday.
[ ] I never cuss.
[ ] I always say hi to everyone.
[x] I dress appropriately. (when the ocassions need it)
[ ] I want to portray a pure image.
[ ] Girls who party and act rude need to be taught a lesson.
[ ] I want to impress everybody.
[ ] I've never been called rude.
[ ] I'm one of the nicest people.
[ ] I want to achieve everything.
[ ] I try my hardest with everything I do.
[ ] I'm a kiss up to my teachers/boss.
[ ] I'm in many different clubs.
[ ] My after school schedule is filled with extracurricular.
[ ] I'm very optimistic.
Total = 3

Band Geek

[ ] I love band class.
[ ] I play at least one instrument. (tried)
[ ] I go to all my band concerts.
[ ] I'm going to a college for instrumental music.
[ ] I've won awards for band.
[ ] I've been to band camp.
[ ] I'm in the marching band.
[ ] I wear my marching band uniform often.
[ ] People have called me a band geek.
[ ] I play my instrument at least 3 hours a day.
[ ] I'm hoping to make instrumental music a career.
[ ] I've been playing an instrument for at least 4 years.
[ ] I hope I get a band scholarship.
[ ] Marching band is fun.
[ ] I go to other band concerts to get tips.
[ ] I like football games....for the band!
[ ] Band is way better than anything else.
[ ] I carry my instrument home every night.
[ ] I only date other people in band.
[ ] I go on band field trips.
Total = 0

Choir Nerd

[x] I sing all the time.
[ ] I want to try out for American Idol.
[ ] I've been in choir for at least 4 years.
[ ] I've won awards for choir.
[x] I've sang solos for concerts before.
[ ] I never miss a choir concert of mine.
[x] I sing every single day
[ ] I know what range of voice I am.
[ ] I love singing duets.
[x] I always practice singing with my favorite songs.
[ ] I hope to get a choir scholarship.
[ ] I want to go to a music college.
[ ] I watch American Idol regularly
[x] Singing is a way of expressing myself.
[ ] Choir is my favorite class.
[ ] I've won All Region before.
[x] I hum a lot.
[ ] I write down lyrics all the time.
[x] I want to be a singer. (sort of)
[ ] I always practice pieces for choir class.
Total = 7

Texan

[ ] I live in Texas/a bordering state
[ ] I use the word "aint" a lot.
[ ] Most poetry makes no sense to me.
[ ] I use double negatives
[ ] I have been told to use better grammar
[x] I love meat (but I'm trying to leaving it, it's bad for my digestion)
[x] I like country music (sometimes)
[ ] I have a Texan accent
[ ] I roll my eyes at anyone who makes fun of country music
[ ] I can't say "Lantana" without a long "a"
[ ] I just laughed at myself trying to say “Lantana”
[ ] The phrase "One day these ol' boots are gonna walk all over you" actually means something to me
[ ] Billy Mays is still alive
[ ] When I think "cows" I think "food". (I think "milk derivates")
[ ] I own a cowboy hat
[ ] I know how to square dance
[x] Steve Irwin is still alive
[x] I've never been to New York
[ ] I never want to go to big cities
[x] I have been to a farm
[x] I have been horseback riding
[ ] Obama should not be president
[ ] Monster trucks are awesome
Total = 6


So... I'm an Emo, Nerd, Rebel, Goth, Weirdo, Antisocial, Gamer and Slacker...




I KNOW, AND I'M SORRY. I NEVER WAS A GOOD DAUGHTER, A GOOD SISTER, A GOOD FRIEND, I DON'T EVEN THINK THAT I'M A GOOD PERSON, I KEEP DISSAPOINTING PEOPLE ARROUND ME, I ALREADY TOLD THEM THAT MY LIFE IS MY LIFE AND IF THEY DON'T LIKE HOW I MANAGE IT, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE; TRYING OR NOT, IT'S NEVER GONNA BE ENOUGH FOR THEM.

AND, EVEN BEIGN ALL THAT, I LIKE THE WAY I AM, TWISTED AND INSANE LIKE ANYONE ELSE, AT LEAST IN MY FAMILY, BECAUSE I FEEL FREE FROM THE OTHER PEOPLE AND BEIGN A BORED "NORMAL PERSON".

Let's see... My graduation is in November and my family is preparing for it... Everyone but me. No, it's not that I'm not gonna graduate, I'm going to, it's that they're celebrating like it was the event of the year.

This starts with my sister, she bought me a dress and she's planing a dinner with my mother or something like that. the next, my aunt is gonna come to the city JUST FOR MY GRADUATION; she doesn't go out to much (and I must add that her new husband is a hermit) and she's going to travel ALL THE WAY HERE just to see me, and that's makes me feel bad because I don't want a party, I don't want a dinner, I don't event want to go to the ceremony; I hate the all the protocol, the photos, looking all-happy-this-is-the-best-moment-of-my-life; I just want to get the diploma and go home to make my drawings, watch anime and play videogames; but everyone (especially my sister and mother) says that I'm ungrateful for not celebrating. First of all, this is MY graduation, I decide if I'm gonna celebrate or not, no, even more, I decide if I'm happy that day, because it's my f*cking day; second, they're ot gonna manipulate me with my aunt's comming, just because she's gonna come from my town (she rised me in my childhood) with her new baby (bay that, in fact, I only know from photos and actually I don't like at all).

I'm not a energetic person, I don't want a party, I don't want a dinner, I don't want those shameful photos with that cape, cap and smilling like an idiot. I just want to go home and go on with my life.

And last, don't forget always that your family is gonna be proud and all that. My brother and sister made my way to college more difficult, they're succesful, and I'm just graduating from high school and the espectations in me are overwhelming; but I'm gonna do the things in my way, if they don't like it, bad for them; it's my life and I'm tired, tired from trying to fullfil their espectations, just to brag about my achievements with other people; they don't have to be proud of me (or my brother and sister), because MY ACHIEVEMENTS ARE MINE, they're not their accomplishments; I don't feel proud from my brother and sister, their lives are their lives, they're not mine.

My dad should read this (he can't speak english): Stop believing that your children are your pension, and, if you say in my graduation that you're very proud... Pray to the gods that my mood isn't going to be like  in this moment, because yah, you're my father, but you ignored me all this 18 years, and just to hear about that I'm in the college and maybe your pensions and proud-to-brag about with other people... I'm not proud of anyone, not even myself. Mine is mine, my life is my life, and I'm tired triying to make happy everyone around, just to get frustated.

Thanks to reading until the final, I finally feel relieved from this burden.




:K:K:K:K:K:K:K:K:K P.S: I want to change my DA nick :K:K:K:K:K:K:K:K:K